To me, politicians
have always looked like people with too much of self proclaimed hype and unwanted attention. There were very rare times when I had to confront a politician or
gathering of political interest, one of which being recieving a prize for an elocution contest by the then CM of Odisha when I was just 7. But the first time I was told by an
acquaintance, Mr Brahmaiya that I might get a chance to meet Chandrababu
Naidu, I was not very excited. Yes, the fact that I am going to meet
one of the most influential figures in the State did stir me. The
proposed meeting generated a lot of excitement within my friends and
peers. At such times, your excitement builds up so much that you start imagining the meeting in
many different ways.
Mr.
Brahmaiya told me that Babu garu has an innate sense of reading people.
It’s all in his eyes. He can read your eyes and quickly sense the
sincerity and honesty in your talking. That piece of news kind of
frightened me and I started doubting my own intent of meeting him. I was
extremely nervous to meet him and thought whether it’s a really great
idea to have this meeting. I could as well just shake hands with him and
get a picture taken. I started assuming that this meeting would be a very
big failure and I would end up looking like a stupid girl. Amidst all
this day-dreaming I was quickly called upon, infact was made to push
myself through the crowd accompanying Babu garu in the elevator. The
elevator was filled with more than 6 poeple surrounding this Godly
figure who was draped in a beige colour shirt and white pant that made a lot of
justice to his Godly avtar. The first thing I said was “Sir..err” with
the most stupid and not so happy smile. That was when I thought “Omg!
i am caught. He must have read my smile. No.. Brahmaiya garu said it
was the eyes.”. That was a silly and convincing escape though. I had
prepared a presentation that I worked on for hours together but little
did I know, this man was least interested to look into a presentation.
He politely said, “Amma, I don’t have time to run through this.” That
was naturally quite discouraging especially with the daunting smiles of
people around. But I did not give up and I quickly prompted “No problem
Sir, we can talk.” And then there was no stopping I went on talking
about my idea from the time we were in the elevator to walking till his
car. That 10 minute conversation was extremely gratifying for the fact
that I could suddenly see my confidence zooming upwards. I took a step
forward conquering fear of talking to a great personality. Babu garu patted my back and congratulated me for my endeavours saying, "Keep going. All the best."
The purpose of narrating this incident is to share with you a self realisation that I went through during this incident.
While
doing life changing projects( entrepreneurial I mean) we come across
many situations and people. Some of whom happen to be extremely powerful
and influential. It’s natural to feel self conscious around such
people.That mental monster of fear keeps reminding you that “He is
powerful. Your comments and ideas are much below his comprehension and
interests. You are going to look like a fool in front of him. Step back.
Give up.”
Fear
of other people is a big fear. There is a way to conquer it. You can
conquer the fear of people if you learn to put them in a proper
perspective.
Get a balanced view of the other fellow. Keep this point in mind while dealing with people:
The other fellow is important. Emphatically he is. Every human being
is. But remember this also, you are important too. So when you meet
another person, make it a policy to think, We are just two important
people here to discuss somethign of mutual interest and benefit.”- The
Power of Thinking Big.
This
mutual attitude keeps the situation balanced. The other person does not
become too important to you relative to your thinking.
I conquered my fear of other people the day I realised that I am important too.